Monthly Archives: July 2008

Evening Guru

Evening’s

with my Guru

Day 1 – The Awakening

Day 2 – Secret to Enlightenment… See Correct to En-lighten-men

Day 3 – Energy, Emotion, Focus and Feeling

Day 4 – Present

Day 5 – Gratitude, Trust, Desire

Day 6 – Life is an Illusion

Day 1 – The Awakening

“When the student is ready…”

Guru: If you knew but a small part of my life journey that brought me to the time and space now that our paths are crossing then you would see me differently and most importantly you would see yourself differently just as I see you and everyone else I meet.

I want to say more and share more with you … my heart is touched by meeting you… touched in a most magical way.

Student: Dear Guru, why do I not feel the same intensity? What am I missing? How do I see the magic that you see? You shine your light and the world responds. You create the most divine magic right in front of my very eyes and show me how easy it is to do it. You give me a gift beyond words. You unfold as the most beautiful lotus that you are. You are doing it in front of my very eyes as I watch and learn what I have to do, and yet I fell I could not do the same despite you saying I am the one who woke you to remember more of who you are. I fell so far away and am bound to a life of smallness and not living out my true life, passion, love and caring in this world.

Guru: I stand here and share the light that I do because of making choices and the biggest choice I now make is not to hold back or hold on. I choose that fear is a total illusion and that when I feel it to let it go. I forget often about the choices I choose but I remember now quicker and quicker – usually within 5 minutes or less but not always – it sometimes goes to a day like it does when you want so badly for something to continue.

When you experience a deep love and a deep connection – a love not manufactured but a result of TWO souls choosing to let go and be, that is the simple magic – its that simple it really is – just letting go and keeping on remembering to do so.

Each and every one of us on this planet once we have let go has a responsibility to serve others in also letting go. This is my service to you which is a service to self. Self for me is everything. I can never ever be free until everyone else is free because everyone is me and I am everyone. “My father and I are one.” is what a special master all those years ago shared. The story has not changed.

So what you see with your eyes in me is but something that has been there always but was hidden for most of my life until only a few short months ago when I let go. You know you have the same choice. And you know you are no less than me nor no greater as I truly know that also.

I love the light in you I deeply love that and I love what is you.

BE special always my dearest friend and walking companion.

Choose joy and fun, always.

I can feel myself remembering something very important with you … you are reminding me to look at myself 100% and how I am experiencing things and what is happening as I experience what I experience … so this is the gift I am receiving from you right now —

Thank you for sharing your time and life with me right now

Day 2 – Secret to Enlightenment… See Correct to En-lighten-men

When we lighten our thoughts we move up in a lift – we lift ourselves and others up.

So many ‘self development’ books talk about changing this in our lives, developing that and transforming ourselves. They talk about a process of evolution where we start out today and “we work on ourselves”. What if we did not actually need to do anything to be ‘perfect’? What if there was nothing to do at all except let go. What if life was a process of subtraction instead of addition? By that I mean, so many people say we need to improve this in our lives and add this quality and add that perspective. What if all we needed to do was subtract instead so we can return to the focus of a perfectly whole spiritual state of perfection? And what if this process was really easy to do? What if it was so easy we could do it in a heart beat? WOW! How would that feel? To become enlightened in 0.65 seconds?

Day 3 – Energy, Emotion, Focus and Feeling

Guru: What you see about yourself is your choice. It is easy. Just follow your feelings. When you feel bad your focus is wrong. Wrong in perspective to your non-physical self’s focus. What you choose to focus on is what and who you are.

Our brain is an image processor – nothing more! It processes energy patterns and converts them to images. That’s why we can use it to project through time and space and see things. That’s why I can see your energy – my being sees your energy patterns and then my focus transmits them into feelings in my body and images

What do you see? About your self – because what you see is what you are.

Student: I don’t know what I see.

Guru: Focus that’s all – all we need is focus.

Your feelings tell you what you are focusing on. And what you choose to focus on is what and who you are – in your physical experience that is.

A Secret is just seeing correctly. So what you see about yourself is your choice. It is easy. Just follow your feelings. When you feel bad your focus is wrong. Wrong in perspective to your non-physical self’s focus

Student: So follow your feelings? It tells u what is real and correct?

Guru: DON’T FOLLOW your feelings – observe your feelings then change them. CHANGE THEM! As we change them we change our experience. We only need to seek relief from the current feeling that does not feel good, so we change our thinking slightly – focus – and then watch our feelings change, then continue to do this.

This is moving with the flow of our spirit then or the river of life. Go with the flow or against it

Against = Pain and Discomfort

With = JOY

Our emotions are a guidance system linked through our brain chemistry, so while we change our thoughts the feeling remain for a few minutes while the chemicals change, then we feel better or worse!!! Make sense?

Student: Starting to. So don’t follow your feelings.. isn’t that going against the flow?

Guru: You do not need to follow your feelings you need to observe them. Treat them like a messaging system as signals to move away or towards something? Our spiritual focused part can not quickly pass mental info to us – but can send energy info that can be focused by the brain as feelings, so we will always receive clear messages ALWAYS.

If we feel good – we are on focus.

If we feel bad – our focus is not serving us.

Student: So our focus is not serving us rather then the situation being bad.

Guru: Correct

There is no such thing as a bad experience. Just a ‘bad’ focus. That’s why the holocaust victims that survived did so and came out sane. They focused on the good. So our focus IS our CHOICE. The reality of the world is not – EXCEPT – the reality of our PERSONAL world is OUR creation and we create that through our focus.

Walk down the street and focus on the flowers or the cars. Your choice. Which makes you feel better?

Focus on war of love making. Which makes you feel better?

It is simple.

If you live in a valley you see the valley, you see the mountain tops, but you see the valley in detail.

If you live on the mountain top, you see the valley in outline and hundreds of miles all around in outline, you see further and more fuller, but you can’t see the details unless you magnify them – ie focus on them.

And if we experience physical things we don’t want then we need to own we created that through attraction – thought – and then change our thought and this changes our attraction.

All easy when you focus through your feelings.

Forget the mind (until you have mastered feeling). Use your emotions and let them guide you. Just watch your feelings and then notice the thoughts you are having

Student: So if something ‘bad’ happens – you lose a loved one, a friend – it’s all about focus?

Guru: Correct

Student: How can you focus on something that gives you joy if a loved one is taken away from you?

Guru: Correct – if you SEE correct. How can u focus on something ‘good’ if someone else is in pain – if you change your focus and LOOK for the perfection you will discover magic. Pain is a choice of focus.

Student: Hunger and pain as magic?

Guru: What is pain?

If you are experiencing that – you are attracting that into your life

Student: All the African kids attracted hunger?

Guru: Yes they did. If you see pain then the pain is yours. But if you cannot see HOW this is happening then there is a BIGGER Question to ask and the bigger Q’s lead us to the point of seeing perfection. It is called expanding our awareness.

The only Q is it your pain?

If it is you can change it – NOW!

If it is not you cannot change it – not that it needs changing

We all TRY to change what we do not like instead of seeing what is differently. That does not mean that if we have starvation in front of us we choose to ignore it. We can, but when your heart is connected you usually cannot. But when things are not in front of you why focus on them

Student: You are trying to say everything is at it should be?

Guru: Yes.

Everything is perfect. The only thing to correct is your thinking so you feel better. Just change your focus.

It is all about focus.

Where do you want to focus? You can focus on a bigger picture or you can focus on the small things that you do not choose to like.

Student: What happens if you focus on the non-physical u?

Guru: Then your energy will accelerate and your intuition and imagination will grow rapidly. And then if you focus on integrating that into your physical experience you see the results manifested physically that is how you become enLIGHTened you just start to see yourself as light and you FILL up with light and become EN-LIGHT-END. It is easy because it is all in the focus and that is why its a ‘SEE CORRECT’ because most of us choose not to see correct.

We are ONE. So the greater view of SELF is a wholeness – that we are all the same and all ONE. Connected – totally by the fabric of energy that we call love

That is how I can feel you – through that fabric.

You are eternally wise. Your expanded consciousness brought you here. YOU chose to come. Your DESIRE brought you and that is what creates everything. And that is how you continue to grow – if you go back to the thought that brought you here, you will see how you created it.

If you look at what feeling you had when you chose to come, then you will notice you would have felt good about it, so you accepted it. And that is all you need to do in your life. Listen to you feelings THEN FOLLOW THEM.

Student: I thought change them? Change them if it makes u feel bad, yes?

Guru: Correct. Follow them as in action. Take the actions that are needed.

Student: Replicate the emotions and that leads you to the outcome?

Guru: No. Not quite.

If you are feeling ‘bad’ then change your thinking and look for better feelings.

When we are facing an experience we can choose our feeling based on the focus we take. We have 100% choice in our focus – always – which creates the feeling.

Day 4 – Present

Life is present. Life is a present.

Be in the Now. Come out and play.

Guru: Here is my love to you – While you remain in a way of world of your own creation staring at a wonderful horizon the world right here is passing you by. People are calling your name and inviting you to play and if you are just not there or here, then you are no where. Bring your heart into this world and then the incredible power that is you will create something amazing. Staying ‘out there’ will create nothing. Engage in this world and the world will engage in you.

There is no where to go, nothing to do, and everything to be.

There is nothing but here and now.

Regret can exist in the past. Worry, anxiety and fear can exist in the future. None can exist in the present. Every present moment is a gift. Everything around you is a present.

Present moment is life’s gift to you – you can choose anything. You can decide on anything.

You can ponder about past regrets or worry with anxiety about the future, but both the past and the future do not exist.

What exists is PRESENT. You can choose to be here – to live in the present with excitement and joy. To be alive!

What exists is right here, right now, this moment.

We live in the age of instant manifestation. The whole world is set up so we can do things now. Yet what stops us? Not the world!!!!

Student: Money?

Guru: Most put money at No.1 but it is normally a bit down the list. No.1 usually is fear.

Day 5 – Gratitude, Trust, Desire

Student: I wake up every morning searching for life’s *skip* button

Guru: (chuckle)(chuckle)(chuckle)(chuckle)(chuckle)

I know how you feel. Moving ‘spaces’ in life is an interesting trick but so often when we move ‘spaces’ to where we think we want to be we find things wrong with that and want to move again funny that ehh!

It’s so easy to be in that cycle for a lifetime! I was there for 41 years!!!

Student: How did it change?

Guru Gratitude

Gratitude

Gratitude

Gratitude

And Gratitude.

Then Trust

Trust

Trust

And more Trust.

Then Desire

More Desire

And more desire.

Then repeat the whole cycle.

Gratitude, Trust, Desire

Its a cycle where all three exist at the same time

Student: Gratitude for?

Guru: Gratitude for where you are.

Gratitude is the platform from which to launch change – change is powered by desire but if you do not trust, then you are stuck in frustration and or fear.

Trust allows you to fly! And to let go of what you have for something you want. Trust in life – in its process of delivering EVERYTHING you desire. It HAS to deliver because its a vibrational science. The universe would fall apart tomorrow if it was not true its called the Law of Attraction.

Energy particles of similar vibration will always come together just like you and your friends. They are similar to you that’s why you like them.

So when we launch from a platform of gratitude and allow ourselves to become our desires then we HAVE to TRUST to make that journey happen.

Student: Then all i have to do is wait?

Guru: YES! But ‘waiting’ is not always about doing nothing.

Sometimes it is often it is not! We live in a physical world – so movement is usually needed. Movement of energy or energy in motion – eMotion. Often we have to DO little though when we CHOOSE to do what is in line with our BEING and from here all you do is think, breath and act like your desire is already here. Your desire has materialised. so in essence you get what you want TODAY. NOW!!!!!!!!!!

The larger part of the picture you want will then slot in right behind desire is what is expanding our universe! We cannot be void of desire. Its what we love to expand. Make your world that which you want and allow others to make their world that which they want and never judge their choices. Even when you don’t like them. We can only create our world and BE who we are and that in itself is SO powerful

Focus on the perfection and abundance — always remembering we can have EVEYTHING we desire. We just have to remember we can and keep remembering because this life shows us the opposite but the opposite is not necessarily true unless we choose that!

Hatch the desire now!

Just keep asking of life and it will deliver to you. It has to.

Desire

Drives

Growth

The desire is the first step. Without that there is no awakening. So my desire now is to be the perfection through my actions and words and thoughts – 100%. There is no journey to take in that. Just a decision and to focus on that decision each moment.

So anyone can choose that at any point just like we can choose anything at any point.

imagine your future happening right here and now – where all your dreams and hearts desires happen immediately. You live it immediately. That’s how simple things are.

Just choose and then be what you choose and NEVER ever stop BEING what you choose no matter what. That is how we move from one reality perspective to another in a blink of an eye.

Like flying — one min on ground, next min in air. All it takes is a decision to let go! There is no journey to flight once you have decided to fly. Its; just letting go and flying.

The ‘journey’ is in making the decision to want to fly – that could take years or lifetimes!!!!

Remember, you have what you want, NOW!!!

Day 6 – Life is an Illusion

Life is a big pool of energy that is woven by us all — that is the illusion — what we see is what we get — when we finally ‘see’ this then we can just giggle and realise life is whatever we want to make it because it is just liquid light appearing to be solid. Then we can just move into gratitude and enjoy the game of life and decide what part we want to play in it…. it is all a game. Nothing is real except what we choose to make ‘real’ in our mind and with our emotions.

And of course emotions are nothing more than an advanced communication system between our minds here and our spirits ‘there’. We feel bad when our thoughts differ from the energy view point of our spirit — it called cross vibrational chaos !!!